169/365 : how's this for an honest ending?

i'd recommend poetry pen pals who write truth like meditating lunatics

i'd recommend old men who take you on vacation in their trailers

i'd recommend five-year-old soulmates who cackle and cuddle in bed

i'd recommend quitting everything and then starting everything all over again

i'd recommend forgiving your mother

i'd even recommend forgiving your father

i'd recommend spending all day long in a long flowing robe

i'd recommend keeping some secrets that nobody ever knows

i'd recommend a threesome with an old married couple

i'd recommend letting him rub his stubble all down your neck and nipples

i'd recommend not trying to find money, but making it, like a wish, like a prayer

i'd recommend taking a vow of silence somewhere in there

i'd recommend my life, but that's not the point

the point is, i'm fucking into it

the point is, i'm fucking into myself